i hate you. i loathe everything you've become. and i hate myself for sparking your current behavior. i hate being ashamed that i ever knew you.. but i am. i implore you to stop trying to be something that you aren't. you're not a smoker, a neo-nazo skin-head, a gang member, or a "mack daddy". at least think about jason and justin j. they were the only onse who really cared about you, and you dumped them. grow the fuck up, zack. you're nothing. you were sort of headed down that track to begin with, but now there's almost no turning back. i'm not saying any of this out of spite either. i have no spite towards you. I'M the one who did something shitty, but the flame burned out long before we threw the candle away. i'm just saying that as someone who is sick of hearing your friends bitch about what a loser you are, you're a fucking nobody. your were NEVER anybody. you will get what's coming to you, just as i have.